I gave up buying new beads for Lent. It was a rough 40 days. Now that Easter has passed, I am nearly overwhelmed with the knowledge that I CAN HAVE ANYTHING - if I can pay for it.
Now I wonder if I will be overwhelmed with the possibilities presented by so many new beads! I had been drooling over Indonesian glass, bicolor Czech glass, pyrite-encrusted quartz, and some delicious alien pod-berries by Karen Elmquist. I have now bought them. Anticipaaaaaaation!
I cannot wait for the day that, as a designer, I have a specific image in my head that I am able to accurately recreate in reality. Sometimes I come close. Those are good days.
I am so psyched by this new necklace! A rare example of having the knowledge I needed to make exactly what I wanted.
I made the cloud shape from 16ga copper wire, pounded it for a bit, and then soldered the puffy curls together. I am proud of that. Plus new Happy Mango beads, a pinch of Czech glass, and a colorful range of rainbow amazonite.
The "petrichor" stamping is a subtle Dr. Who shout out, as well as one of the 100 most beautiful words in the list curated by Robert Beard. I've been hanging onto these letter stamps for a while now, hoping to find some beautiful words to stamp - I'm a little jaded by the cookie-cutter word stamps out there ["love" "live" "laugh"], so I had to come up with something really good. Found it! Expect more word stampings shortly.
Following the everyday adventures of attending veterinary school, creating jewelry, and life as only I know it.
Friday, April 5, 2013
Saturday, February 23, 2013
Writing Stories
To prove that I actually am still alive, I am posting an excerpt from the novel I started in November for National Novel Writer's Month. It's not finished yet - I know most of the important bits, but I still have to fill in the bridges in between.
How do I have time to make jewelry, write, AND study for school?
Heck if I know.
How do I have time to make jewelry, write, AND study for school?
Heck if I know.
I tossed my friend the pitchfork and went to grab the antiquated
shovel. With stellar teamwork, we finished the job before we could finish the
rest of the song. Aaron dumped the last wheelbarrow full of manure; I reclaimed
the pitchfork and followed him.
Planting the
tines of the instrument in the dirt, I held onto the wooden handle and swung
lightly away from it. “I’m going to play with the prince!” I announced in a
happy sing-song voice. “He’s having a birthday party and I get to go!”
Aaron
grunted. “I heard about that,” he said, setting the back two wheels down with a
bang.
“There will
be honey mead!” I sang. “And sucket candy or even succade! And I will have a
new dress to wear and I will go and I will dance and I will eat all of the
pastries! And it will be the most wonderful day!”
I stopped.
Aaron was just looking at me, his
face solemn. “Are you serious? You really want to go to the Prince’s Picking a
Wife Party? To be considered for the part?”
I smiled, flattered that he thought
that I was a serious candidate. “Nope. I want to go to the party so that I can
make myself sick on éclairs and hob-nob with royalty. If I snag a dance with
the prince,” I shrugged, “That’s all gravy.”
“What if you catch his eye, Eleni?
What if he decides that he wants you? You’re going into the lion’s den thinking
of wine and chocolates with no thought about the fact that there’s a lion in
there!”
“He’s a prince, Aaron. A human. He’s
not going to eat me.”
Aaron’s lush mouth pulled together in
a decidedly attractive pout. “Do you
like him?” he demanded.
A lone butterfly winged into my
chest. He’s jealous! I thought. The
idea made me smile all the more. “I’m not afraid he’ll eat me up,” I said,
grinning a little inanely.
“Maybe you should be.”
“Maybe you should keep me occupied
that night, then,” I suggested, letting my grin become provocative and pressing
myself towards him.
Gently, Aaron extricated himself from
my sudden nearness. “Eleni,” he said, his voice soft, careful.
I felt cold where his body had been
touching mine moments before. Cold and rebuffed. I shook my head like a horse
bothered by a fly. So he was jealous but he wasn’t going to do anything about
it. What was his problem?
“You know the prince is an a—“ he
checked himself. Swearing in front of me now would only add to my annoyance.
Aaron knew that. “A donkey,” he amended.
“A donkey and a lion, is he?” I
scoffed. “So what if he is? I guess I can go dance with a donkeylion for a
night, a night of cream puffs and free champagne. Right? ‘Cuz I’m nobody’s
girl. Right?”
I was punished for this with a sullen
silence.
A flame of anger flared into being
within my heart. “Are you going to tell me I can’t go?” My voice was low, the
threat there nearly tangible.
“What? Eleni, no. Don’t be stupid.
I’m not going to tell you that you can’t do anything, got it? But I will tell
you that you shouldn’t go, and you know it.”
Hands balled into fists, I felt my
skin sparking with rage. “And you tell me just why I shouldn’t go, Aaron. Why
shouldn’t I have a night of no worries, of dancing and drink and happiness? Is
it because you don’t want me to be happy without you?”
“It’s because I want you to be happy!” he argued. I saw the muscles in his jaw
clench and contract. He was mad, too. Tough.
“Do you?” My voice leapt an octave. “Do you really
know what you want? Maybe you should
think about that first, Aaron, before you try and help me figure out what will
make me happy, alright?”
His eyes shone with some deep emotion
that I couldn’t fathom. I saw frustration, and that I knew. I saw it taut along
the muscles in his neck, still jumping in his jaw. But there was something
else, too, and this something else slowly drained the fight from him until he
stood, shoulders bowed. Limp. Defeated. Impotent.
I felt a sneer curl my lip. I knew
that it was bad form, but I couldn’t stop myself. “I guess I’ll see you later
then,” I dismissed him. “Maybe after the party.”
Silent, he turned and walked away.
I was all geared up for more yelling.
I wasn’t expecting Aaron to give up that easily. It took me a couple of hours
of violently wrenching weed roots from the ground to work off the rest of my
pent up aggression.
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